Day 5 - Faultering.... badly

I admit it.  I'm faultering.  More so because I'm tired rather than lack of motivation... ok so maybe its lack of motivation too...  lack of motivation to do anything other than want to sleep.

Yesterday I started off with the best of intentions, sink done, makeup done, post it notes in my bag to go home and be filled out and 'posted everywhere'....  truly I did have the best of intentions.

But of course, my normal avoidance of housework kicked in.....  and I didn't have the energy to fight it....  instead I had the energy to put together a BBQ for my Fiance (belated fathers day gift to get around his $100 limit; that and I haven't had a bbq for the last 2 y rs)......  and then take the girls to Baseball, as this was the last game and my Fiance was stuck at a golf tournament.

So we got home, met my Fiance there, the girls showed him his surprise and then it was time for them to go to bed, and then time for me, since the toothpicks holding my eyes open were no longer working.

Needless to say.....  the PostIt notes never made it out of my bag and onto the walls in the kitchen & bathroom....  I am going to write them up at work today and make up for lost time, and I'm going to put them on the walls when I get home.  Just in time to get changed, load all the kids in the car and head out on a long journey to drop our step daughter off to spend time with her bio-dad.  I'm not sure if I'll get Day 5 challenges completed today..... 

Actually just having read on what day 5 is....  I can do that while I'm at work too....  I also need to write down everything that I tell myself when I look around the kitchen and bathroom....  that I can do...  :)  I already know most of what that will be as I tell myself that all the time.

Then again, my makeup isn't done yet....  my skin is going stupid as its not used to makeup and I'm not impressed.  I might just keep the makeup for special occassions again.  But I do have it with me in case I need it for some reason.

Surprisingly enough, writing this has provided me with that little bit of motivation thats needed to push on through my exhaustion....  and I'm hoping that it lasts until I get home tonight.....